Thee & Dove

Boat is a floating vessel used for sailing small distances or for fishing or for shifting light weight objects. New boats are smooth running whether manual or connected to motor. Generally boat is made of wood and iron. So when it gets old, the wooden portion becomes weak and starts rottening and holes are formed at the base of the boat. The iron in it gets rusted and also breaks. At this stage , if the boat is not repaired and being used continuously, the condition of the boat gets destroyed and the water flows in resulting in drowning of the boat. This is dangerous. Baba also says an old boat is dangerous. Boat is the body. In new bodies , there is generally no disease, energetic, hard work is possible. On the contrary,  old bodies are deshaped , diseased , gets tired easily, can't perform hard work. Old body can collapse at any moment. Hence it is dangerous. The soul leaves the dangerous old body to find a new strong body. Need a change . Simple.😝 Om shanti BkH

I am in Baba's washing machine said a sister of France. Today while I was meditating,  a thought flipped out my mind which was unexpected and disgusting. Immediately I screamed Baba from inside. To my utter surprise,  Baba was ready there to help me out. For few minutes, I kept on thinking how could such thoughts come and my battery started depleting. The smile in my face vanished. I didn't know what to do. 😪 I went to murli class and the first line Baba said that He is the boatman and He is transferring His children from ocean of poison to ocean of milk. Immediately a thought came to me how can I expect milk in the ocean of poison. Next Baba said this is in drama so why am I feeling bad. As I was going deep inside me Baba said MY CHILD DON'T BE SCARED , ONE THOUGHT IS BEING CLEANED FROM YOU. Wow, smile appeared on my face.😊 Such a thought which made my soul dirty passed out and I am now one step ahead in cleaning myself. I am in Baba's washing...

The whole game is "attention" said brother Banarasi. Just one sentence but very important. I heard this word several times in murli but today Baba's words pierced my heart. I went inside and found that I never kept attention. Words flow out anytime anywhere. Words even flow out my mind automatically. Do I  pay attention. Absolutely no. And it's not easy. I need to make a habit to pay attention and that habit will push me nearer and nearer to Baba. Now I need to work on it and even remain prepared for failures too as the thought of failure may deplete me. So one step of courage from my side and Baba is always there to help thousand times. This is my determination this year.

Baba told me till now you got the habit of seeing big things and ignore the minute things. The more the minute the more it is powerful. Hence we really need to run after minute ones. Ignore seeing big things. The very first big thing we notice easily is the body and we ignore the little, far away from microscopy one which is so important for us. So start seeing the bindu. I thought I would go for sewa in roti dept but when I reached , I found that there was no space for me. So immediately changed the decision and planned to go and sit beside nakki lake. Baba's words moved again and again in my mind until I found a place to sit. I could see ducks swimming in the lake and people boating. Sitting there I started practicing talking to myself don't see the big thing see the minute one , the soul and I could see the souls in bodies boating in the lake. Half and hour passed and I thought of returning. On the way back , I experienced myself to be a special one. People were saying Om s...

Trickle.  Baba used the word trickle in which we can understand that the flow is not fast, it comes drop by drop. So absorbing a drop completely is easy. If it would have flowed continuously absorption will not be complete,  it will overflow. Hence happiness would be for a limited period. On the other hand , as trickle occurs, the store gets time to get filled side by side. It will never get finished. Again until and unless not absorbed the result will not be fruitful . In today's murli, Baba says the knowledge He gave us should be in store and then from the store , the knowledge would trickle drop by drop in our intellects and the intellect will absorb completely leading to never ending abundant happiness. This is what we see in bhakti marg, in Shiv mandir , there is a pot above the Shivling and water continuously trickles denoting the knowledge trickling. Baba wants us to be like Him. As for example,  when we apply oil to our skin drop by drop it easily gets absorbed...

Lover can be someone who loves one irre spective of the other person's cha racter , beauty, qualities, caste, creed, etc. A true love is always unconditional. In this world the definition lover doesn't go as described above. It is a give and take system. It includes lot of expectations which easily leads to conflicts and thereafter separation occurs. Love here is totally bodily and all the vices pours in. Spiritual lover is none but our one and only Supreme Fat her . He has got no conditions and always takes care of His beloved at each and every step. He is the one who holds our hand more tight when we try to get separated from  H im . This love is totally spiritual and the love is between souls. Body is not included. It is in soul consciousness stage. Spiritual lover is eternal. It is never ending. There is nil expectations and no give and take system. The Supreme is the one who cares and gives immense love without noticing the sins committed by His children. He is knowledge...

What does a craftsman or a Mason do? He uses materials and manpower to do some construction. The craftsman needs to be knowledgeful who can plan and guide his hands. For proper and strong construction,  the quality of the material should be high. It should be so well planned that the construction gets completed in the stipulated time. The craftsman and his helping hands should be energetic and filled with enthusiasm to complete the work in accuracy. When the construction is over the old place where the craftsman and his helpers stayed is being destroyed. Just like that Baba is the spiritual craftsman with His helping hands (we souls who are transforming ourselves). The old place from where the construction is going on is confluence age and the new place which is being constructed is the golden age. Baba's plan for the construction of golden age is wonderful. He is the best engineer.  He is also the best guide and teacher for His right hands to complete the construction on ti...

Om Shanti, All I can say here is, from one side Baba pulls and from another Maya pulls and I keep grinding between the two walking on the path shown by Bestower of Fortune because I trust him, I trust the invisible and I ignore the ones whom I can see. It is such a confusing feeling but Baba doesn't let me go, he is there standing, understanding and giving all his might to me to face it all. But the pull from Maya is strong too. The pull of old memories, the pull of "If Only", the pull of familiar faces and familiar love, the pull of belongingness. Maya keeps fighting and Baba keeps protecting and I keep on walking knowing this is the right path and this is the ultimate truth and whatever I felt till now was just an illusion even though it felt like life to me. It does become easy on many days and hard on few but the pull keeps me going and I keep understanding that I not there yet, I am not there where I need to be and I need to progress to reach so these pulls would ...

Om Shanti, Yesterday for some reason I was not keeping well mentally and was feeling weak in my mind. Seeing the opportunity Maya sent a paper and I got deeply hurt. I was said few words which pierced my heart. Today morning I was trying to forget the entire episode but was not able to. I wanted to move on and get on with it without remembering what had happened, I wantef to meet that person again and be lovable and caring again. I was struggling to look past the words and the feelings I was faced with. Then Baba gave me a touching and made me remember the time when stitching on sleeves of my blouse was undone and even though I was sitting in a very important meeting my attention was going to the sleeves again and again. I had to constantly remind me that I will do something about it once I leave the room. What Baba tried to touch was until there is an open wound or open issue or open case we cannot move on, we cannot get on with our life. We need to rectify it and then only we can...

The drama cycle as Baba said today is predestined . The happenings can't change. Even Baba can't cha nge . Every soul has to travel the cycle of both rise and fall. It's only because of the rise and fall that Ba ba and we children meet. Without fall there is no role for Baba in this drama cy cle . Hence even this fall is bene ficial for us. When we get almost drowned in sins of iron age ,  Baba saves us, holds our hand ti ght and pulls us out. The fall in this world cycle made us feel the happy life with God in confluence age.  And again it is because of the fall , confluence age is considered as the best age in the whole cycle.  It is only for this fall Baba descends in confluence age to liberate us from sins. Hence committing sins, becoming impure is fixed in the drama. After a tragedy scene a comedy scene appears. So Baba doesn't blame anyone. Yes he is the ocean of knowledge. But He has also given us the knowledge. He is transforming the world without blaming anyon...

⁶ Don't expect  golden age in iron age I was in a puzzle regarding some situation and while talking to Baba , suddenly I noticed  Sis Denise in the dining hall and as per Baba's touching I kept the story in front of her. She said  "Don't  expect golden age in iron age ". This phrase pierced my heart. If one really checks down the confluence age  , this is what we are doing! Throughout the day, we keep expecting others to do the right and we never check whether we are doing right. We keep checking the nooks of others so busy that we forget ourselves. The whole process stands like this. First we detect the wrong  act the other soul has committed. Then we keep questioning like why how........ either in our mind or narrate others. In this process,  our battery gets depleted and we loose the power to face situations and again further get depleted and depleted. This is iron age so all incidents will occur according to iron age . We brahmins conside...

Om Shanti, I want you, whoever is reading, to do one thing right now. Please close your mouth and nose with your hands for a minute and some more. What happens? There comes a moment when you want to just stop holding your breathing instruments and start breathing again. Stop this misery. I know what we realise from this is, no matter what , I want to live. No matter what the situation is. But this time, I had a totally different Realisation. When I did this today morning I realised I don't have any other inlet for the breath to come. Vaguely I looked around my body to see if there was any other way for the oxygen to enter in my body. Becoming very disappointed by my minuscule expedition, I realised to Baba is the only instrument I have to become Pure. There is no other way, no inlet for purity to enter me. We think we have hands, legs, etc but they are of no use if you cannot use your mouth or nose to breathe. We have entire body, entire system but only two faculties to make us ...

Gallows means a structure for hanging  criminals. In this world, gallows is used to punish criminals. They are hanged to death. Hence it is an event of sorrow and fear . In today's  murli Baba said about sweet gallows. In this world we can never imagine gallows to be sweet. But in Baba's language gallows means hanging in His remembrance. Baba is high up in paramdham and we souls using our mind and intellect leave the body and reach Baba where we hang ourselves in His remembrance. Since it is the meeting of the Supreme Father and the soul it's described as sweet. When souls reach that stage, a feeling of wellbeing, power, happiness and peace is being experienced. This experience is beyond our five senses. This is a reward for brahmins and we prefer hanging there as long as possible. Moreover sweet gallows also helps us to clean our sins. Hence it benefits the soul. That's why it is sweet. In this world,  gallows lead death of the criminal whereas our sweet gallows also...

Om Shanti, Today when I went to Prakash Stambh and when I emerged Badi Dadi in front of me, Dadi started giving me a sweet drishti. She asked me how do you come close to Yagya? How does the bond between you and Yagya grow? I answered and said Dadi the more I do seva, the more I open centres and give message of my Beloved Baba to the ignorant souls the more I would feel connected with the Yagya. These acts will put responsibility on my shoulders and I would start taking it responsibly. She then asked but you never open the centre or you never give the message Baba does. Thinking that you are doing it will make you arrogant. I asked her then how would I do it? She said stop collecting destructible belongings but rather start collecting indestructible ones. These centres, individuals, properties, etc are easily destructible but the experience you get from them is not. So make an income of experiences and know deep in your heart that these experiences can only happen in Yagya and no ...

Om Shanti, Baba today, surprised me with a very unique video. It started playing out of the blue and its call to me was so strong that I could not deny its knock (https://youtu.be/iNmG8ex2FGQ). It is a video about the day Mamma became avyakt. What intrigued me was how Brahma Baba handled the entire two days when Mamma left the body and it somehow explained me my Baba's expectations towards me. When in Lokik life, it is our Beloved's birthday, we try to gift them something which they love and which can be very helpful to them. Do we ever try to give them a thing which we love? Even while gifting a thing which we love, we always have a thought that this thing reminds me of my Beloved. We never project our expectations but we always try to meet theirs. The day Mamma left her body, Baba did not want anyone to cry because he does not like to see his children crying because of anything but we, inslaved by our old sanskaars, masking them as "Me" try to show our affectio...

Two hands clapping is the cooperation of one hand with the other. One hand starts the action and the other hand completes, or one hand pleas and the other hand fulfills , or one hand orders and the other hand follows. Then only the clapping  can happen. Both hands should synchronize. Opposite directions cannot lead to clapping. 1. In today's murli,  Baba said that we children called him out to come and Baba responded and came so it is an example of two hands clapping. 2. Baba , as a teacher comes and teaches us and we become  his st udents . This is both hands cla pping . 3. Baba giving us shrimat and we are fo llowing . This is both hands cl apping . 4. We call Baba in difficult situations and Baba comes to help us. This is also both hands cl apping . 5. Baba remembers us and we children remember Him. This is both hands c lapping . 6. We remember Baba and He clears our sins. This is again both hands clapping. 7. Baba loves His children and His children loves H ...

The power of coolness means soul consciousness stage and soul consciousness stage means to impact the original qualities of the soul. So we need to check whet her the 7 qualities which is our own property are seen in our daily act ivities . We require full attention and keep checking for these qualities and wherever required need to remind ourselves what we really are. Power of coolness means the ability to keep our mind stable in difficult situations, in contact with another soul with different sanskar or in situations where things are happening against our will. It is only when we imbibe such powers that we can understand and imbibe Baba's knowledge .The same rule is applied when we try to render Baba's knowledge to another soul. We first need to check the stability of the other souls mind. If required we need to help that soul out with power of coolness. Then only when the soul get powered will accept this knowledge. For all these Baba says we need to store enough power of ...

Midget means a small person or thing or anything which is tiny. There are several tiny things in this world. But Baba means something different. He defines things as midget which is ofcourse tiny but exceptional and invisible unless Baba comes and explains. Midget is powerful or the best in Baba's dictionary. In today's murli,  Baba said that the confluence age is midget- it is also called the leap year, a small period or age which we were not aware of or which gets created only after Baba comes. It is this period where discharged battery souls get transformed into powerful charged battery souls. It is only in this period when we play a role with the Supreme . It is also during this period souls get the feeling of real happiness as the soul also has the memory of sorrow in it. It is in this period where souls describe themselves getting freed from the dirty iron age and stepping into the best age , confluence age. Next, Baba says Krishna is also a midget- he is the first p...

Glance. This occurs using one's eyes. At a glance one can go through many things and store in memo ry . A soul glances through the eyes which is the window of the body as Baba says in murli. Baba says that the body resembles a house and the eyes are windows through which the soul inside glances. Generally one glances at important things. Like before going to the examination hall one glances at the important points. In today's murli , Baba is giving us a glance. At the beginning of Baba's yagya, this knowledge rendered to children was limited to only soul consciousness. So Baba's part was extensive in this drama. He used to come very often and glance at His children. Receiving His glance, we children go beyond. Changes start in our life and divinity comes in our nature. Baba glances at all His children irrespective of whether in knowledge or not. All children who are from deity religion,  comes out and starts listening to murli and slowly gets rejuvenated by Baba and u...

Just imagine yourself dangling upside down. How do you feel? We see everything  upside down. Truly speaking  before  we came to know  Baba all things were upside down same as the bat hanging. Our body and our bodily relationships were most important to us.We kept on decorating the body and remain so attached to both body and bodily relationships that inspite of series of sorrow we kept on committing the same mistakes. Anger was an instrument for us and we used it for our work to get done. All the vices were normal for us. Earning money was the only goal of life. Ego was always residing on the tip of our nose and showering bitter words to each other was our regular behaviour. We carried funny knowledge  about God saying that God is omnipresent and human beings were also considered as God. Having the conception that God gives us both sorrow and happiness is also dangling upside down. Not having knowledge of karmic account is also worth the same.We worshipped n...

Intoxication  creates a feeling of wellbeing in which one washes off hurt and pain for a certain period of time. The  original  nature  of the soul is happiness and so the soul puts ultimate effort to achieve it . Not knowing the true path soul develops wrong sanskars which gives limited period of happiness. Intoxication towards worldly pleasures are numerous which gives the feeling  of happiness for a short  period. One of the common intoxication of the world  is wine which is diluted  with soda water. But the effect of wine is only for a short  period which gives the sense of  wellbeing. The moment the intoxication  vanishes the state is same as plain soda water. In today's  murli Baba mentioned about  the intoxication of children. In brahmin life the intoxication is that We are God's children We have got all the powers of God We are changing  ourselves and going to be the masters of this world It's God who is ...

It is a matter of happiness that I found God It is a matter of happiness that I am an immortal soul It is a matter of happiness that I am playing part with God in Sangam yug It is a matter of happiness that God is my teacher It is a matter of happiness that God is rejuvenating me It is a matter of happiness that I'll be the master of the world It is a matter of happiness that I am settling down my karmic accounts It is a matter of happiness that God loves me It is a matter of happiness that God uses me as an instrument It is a matter of happiness that I am preparing to go to golden age It is a matter of happiness that I will  be enjoying 21 birth peace, prosperity  and happiness

Whenever Baba uses me for Yoga in history hall , Pandav bhawan before taking the seat I call Baba to use me as the instrument and Baba never took time to give me His helping hand. I always experienced powerful yoga fully contented . My concentration reaches to the peak and Baba entertains me with varieties. So this is Baba with us in every moment. Om shanti

Om Shanti, I came across Sister Jayanti's wisdom through a video on youtube (https://youtu.be/B6G33X4HCEg) and while she was answering the eager attendees, one of her lines struck the cord in me. She said that the happiness is the seed in your heart and each day you need to nurture it, water it, take care of it. It started a chain in my mind that whatever Baba is giving us is not something which is readily available, we have to work on it. Recently I started a very intimate relationship with Baba where I had him in my eyes throughout the day and night, without his presence leaving me for even a second. Now I no longer have that state and I am always cribbing asking him what did I do wrong? And Baba through Sister Jayanti answered it, I did not do anything wrong but did not do what is right either . I stopped nurturing that bond, that love, those blessings and the plant of intimate relationship shopped bearing fruits and flowers. We are not there yet where things are as we wan...

Om Shanti I joined Brahmakumaris in 2018 and Avyakt Bapdada's last session was in Dec, 2017. I missed out on that divine experience and on various other things like sustenance from Badi Dadi, Brahma Baba, Janki Dadi and various other senior sisters. I did not feel that I had missed out on a lot when I was living in Bangalore. Then, managing my job along with Baba's shrimat was a lot but when I quit my job in early 2019 and when I shifted to Madhuban to spend sometimes at my home with Baba and my family, I realized how much I have missed out on. Everyone around me was filled with so many experiences of the excellent sustenance they got from the pillars of the institution, from Baba. I heard that Brahma Baba and Badi Dadi were filled with so much love, each and every soul around them felt the love and that love gave them power to transform into a beautiful flower. When I see senior didis who are now taking care of zones, I feel what all I missed. I know I could not have take...

Om Shanti Yesterday when I cried my heart out because I was not very well connected with Baba, I remembered a line of a very famous TV series RadhaKrish when Radha asks "What is the value of tears in Love, Krishna?" That line has been with me till today when I realized that whenever Radha cried for Krishna it was Krishna trying to make her understand his importance and when she understood the importance due to being away from him, she cried. I was wondering if the same happened between Shivbaba and us. I am in no way saying that he makes me cry but when our connection gets loose and we start forgetting him in our day to day life, does he create the longing? Does he make us feel how important he is and that we are missing out on something very important? And when we realise that he is very important and that we have somehow lost the connection we yearn for him and his love and his presence and he establishes the connection again. We have become habitual of living a life...

I came across Dadi Prakashmani's anubhav video in which she remembered her last memories with Sakaar Baba. When I saw and understood the bond between Dadi and Baba, I felt bad and I started crying, that Baba I might not be Dadi Prakashmani but I left whatever I had to spend the rest of my life with you the way you want me to but somehow I feel I am unwanted. I asked him if I am unwanted. Tears started flowing and I started writing a letter to him announcing my eternal love and my eternal search for him for 63 births. Suddenly, in a very subtle way, a thought sneeked in and it suggested that I should go to Prakash Stambh. I was about to take a different route but somehow I took another one and on my way I met Nirwair Bhaisahab. I said Om Shanti andade him recall that he met me during Kumari's training. I asked him if I can have his time and if I can ask one question to him. He said why not! I told him that my connection with baba is not that great right now. While sp...

Om Shanti Often we listen in the Murli that we need to remember home, that Paramdham (Soul World) is our home but I can rarely relate to it. It has become a mental note that we have come from there, where we only had two relationships, one with Baba of a father and child and another with rest of the souls of brother and brother. But this idea never sinks in, it never forms a shape. Recently I came across an article from Sri Chinmoy who says whenever you are facing anger and you are trying to subside it in you, you remember your home, then your room and then the sacred place where you have your God, whom you are aspiring to meet. Then the peace would flow and you would easily overtake anger. When I tried to do that, I remembered my lokik home in Bangalore. Nowhere did I held the idea in my hands that I am not from this world, that I am just playing a role here and that one day we all have to leave it. It's not like we get to go there every now and then, its once in a Kalp that we ...